A SINNER’S HEART
ME: God, I’ll be honest with you. Many times I feel totally unworthy of Your love. There are these days that no matter how hard I work, I still feel unproductive. Oftentimes, I will use my laughter to hide my pains. Whenever I close my eyes at night, all i can see are my past sins, my shameful life, my disappointments, the carelessness of my words and actions. I feel so far from You. I can’t even let go of my selfish ambitions in life and my prideful heart. I have a difficult time in forgiving those who have hurt me and still hurting me. I am angry and being impatient with these people. I let these temptations crawl over me again and again. There are days I am afraid to share my faith or belief to others. I let the words of others destroy me instead of listening on what You have to say. My body is weakening. And my mind is tired. So tired of the thoughts like “You do not deserve to be loved; You are causing too much pain to the lives of those that are around you; You are absolutely a burden!” These are lies. I know that! But I still let these thoughts consume me and I can’t do anything with it!
Oh yes! Definitely! I carry a sinner’s heart.
And that is heartbreaking!
JESUS: Daughter, I just want to remind you that I am here for the exhausted. For the prideful. Selfish. Unproductive. Unlovable. Unforgiving. Hurtful. Afraid. Weak. Impatient. Can’t you see? I am here for you. I didn’t came for the perfect. I came for a sinner like you. I am all you need. I so love you that I can turn your weariness into strength. Your fear into courage. Your disappointment into hope. I can heal your bleeding heart. You can find rest in my arms. I can remove your heart of stone if you will just let me. Can’t you still see? I can be everything you can’t be! So give it all to me. You need a Savior! Now, do not be ashamed of your bad works. Because I do not care about your past mistakes. I am here to love you completely!
(After that conversation with God, tears suddenly fell. And I felt loved again!)
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A SINNER’S HEART

ME: God, I’ll be honest with you. Many times I feel totally unworthy of Your love. There are these days that no matter how hard I work, I still feel unproductive. Oftentimes, I will use my laughter to hide my pains. Whenever I close my eyes at night, all i can see are my past sins, my shameful life, my disappointments, the carelessness of my words and actions. I feel so far from You. I can’t even let go of my selfish ambitions in life and my prideful heart. I have a difficult time in forgiving those who have hurt me and still hurting me. I am angry and being impatient with these people. I let these temptations crawl over me again and again. There are days I am afraid to share my faith or belief to others. I let the words of others destroy me instead of listening on what You have to say. My body is weakening. And my mind is tired. So tired of the thoughts like “You do not deserve to be loved; You are causing too much pain to the lives of those that are around you; You are absolutely a burden!” These are lies. I know that! But I still let these thoughts consume me and I can’t do anything with it!

Oh yes! Definitely! I carry a sinner’s heart.

And that is heartbreaking!

JESUS: Daughter, I just want to remind you that I am here for the exhausted. For the prideful. Selfish. Unproductive. Unlovable. Unforgiving. Hurtful. Afraid. Weak. Impatient. Can’t you see? I am here for you. I didn’t came for the perfect. I came for a sinner like you. I am all you need. I so love you that I can turn your weariness into strength. Your fear into courage. Your disappointment into hope. I can heal your bleeding heart. You can find rest in my arms. I can remove your heart of stone if you will just let me. Can’t you still see? I can be everything you can’t be! So give it all to me. You need a Savior! Now, do not be ashamed of your bad works. Because I do not care about your past mistakes. I am here to love you completely!

(After that conversation with God, tears suddenly fell. And I felt loved again!)

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